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tHiS iS mY JoUrNaL!!! O_o
I Need a good way 2 express myself and let my anger out. (Says my psychiatrist) I really have a journal to make fun of people and get huge amounts of money really quickly. {Scratch the making fun of people part}. I dont make fun of people... I make
We all tried to be nice.
I tried to be nice, mature, and ignore everything that was going on in everyones lives. And yes ALEX I was even mature with it. But with your politeness and the MATURITY you showed us, I would like to retort.
1. Your nick name: You will now be known as Alex Fischer in everyones book. I know women named Lexii, they are some of the nicest and even some of the more beautiful women I have known. And you come along. You RUIN the name. You should stick with a more MATURE approach and stop living in a fantasy world. Which moves me to my next subject.
2. Life isn't a fantasy: You're not strong. You are not a cat and you have the most egocentric mind. And don't go at me with the self esteem bullshit! You want to take us on!?! You think you got power!?! Stop picking on your sister and get into te real world. you really have nothing but a fatass that is probably EXACTLY the same as you. He also has that ego. And your disability you named KITTEN moves upon my next subject!
3: Hippocracy is a b***h!!! YOU ARE THE BIGGEST HIPPOCRATE I WILL EVER KNOW!!! I am the immature one? I'm Lazy? I'm the reason YOU, YES, YOU cheated on me? And then was dumb enough to tell my best friend? I'm sorry, life doesn't work YOUR way. You should never get into a fight. You'd have a better chance with your mirror. Every offence you have ever done was merely through experience! You are immature, plain and simple. Does cheating on me make you feel like a big girl? Does having online sex with a 20 year old over the internet make you feel like a mature aldult??? And do NOT start me on the FATASS STATEMENTS!
I have a letter with your signature in which will prove your immaturity and lies are as plain and as dark your heart and soul:


Jeremy:
Before you throw this away, or rip it up or hate me (possibly too late for that) Please hear me out.

I know this will mean nothing to you, But I'm Really Sorry about what I've done. I was confused, upset, and all in all, a
heartless idiot! I don't expect you to forgive me that easily, I'd seem selfish if I said that we should forget this ever happened.

So now that everyone's mad at me and won't even talk to me I may seem really desperate, and you probably think that I'm begging to have you back, I don't even know anymore. By now you're either sick of me or still loving me, but I just want you to know how sorry I am. I cried for a freaking half hour last night And I regret everything from those days.

I miss you even now. I miss you sitting next to me. I miss your silence, your smile, your warm hugs and understanding eyes. I sound like a sap, but I love you and I'm way too sorry to even write it all down. But I was stupid (wait for it!) FOR NOT LISTENING TO ALEX AND AMBER! So please, if you can do one last thing for me, can you forgive me? (crap I'm crying again)
The IDIOT!
Alex Fischer. (It really says Lexi)

AND THERE WE GO LADIES AND GENTLEMEN! You have the player at her worst! She was dating TWO, Count them, TWO OTHER MEN. Over the internet even! That is what you call a WHORE! My friends and my enemies! You shall now learn that I have chosen my side!

4: YOU'RE A WHORE!!!
You think that dating a bunch of men and even women at the same time makes you a woman? I'm sorry to inform you. THAT IS A WHORE!!! And you know what? This is not even a judgement call! She is dating Kitty AND her internet buddies! (what was his name? Drake?)
ANd she still probably earns for JESSE COLLINS! Whay would you be stupid enough to cheat and tell my friends AND THEN cheat in front of them! They were right. People are too forgiving. I forgive you three times. And you what? OH YEAH! make out with my best friend, and tell him about drake!


5: Me? Spineless? You really are a hipocrite!!!
You call me spineless? you are the one hiding behind your phone and computer and a 16 year old fatty on a broken granny trike!!! Step up you liitle b***h!!! If you want a fight, YOU KNOW WHERE I AM! Step up aND STOP BEATING THE WEAK! You want to hurt ME, Not Steph. You are the biggest bag of Bullshit I know!

6: Wanting to date me.... WHAT???
You brought up the sorriest excuse. You didn't drop it. I KNEW IT! YOU CAN'T DROP IT! I DUMPED YOU!!! GET OVER IT!!! I gave up everything for you, I gave up my life, EVEN MY FRIENDS!!! But you can't change! You need to learn! I PICKED THE SIDE THAT WANTS PEACE! But YOU CAN'T DROP IT. This is the present! Live for the future. Get out of the past. That's done!

AND IF YOU NEED ANYTHING ELSE!!! SAY IT O MY FACE!!! YOU KNOW WHERE I AM! AND NO HIDING OVER THE PHONE OR BEHIND THA FATTY YOU NAMED AFTER THE BODY PART YOU WISH YOU HAD! AND I DON"T CARE WHAT YOU SAY!!! I AM DONE! BUT IF YOU WANT WAR? HELL, YOU'LL GET ONE!
I feel better. I will not hide anymore.
And Eric. I would really like a truce between you. You have done nothing wrong and do not deserve to be treated like this.

I would also like to add, Craig, Or Kitty, Is not a bad person, I have nothing against him. I consider us neutral.

Also ALSO!!!, I have a list given to me of the Unlucky bastards that have the misfortune of being desperate enough to have to want to date her as of now.
Here is that list: If you know them... NOT A SHOCKER!!!
Mike
Lurii
Josh
Justin
Me: (Dumped her)
Allen
Shaun
Alan
Nick Lopez: (under Truce with me and dumped her)
Jordan
Thomas
Jason
And most recently... Harris.
She has been on and off with these people since she had a computer.
And She's still dating at least one of them, their ages ranging from 12, To a ***** age of 23!!! Yes, She said she is for *****!!! Her excuse is either: LOVE HAS NO AGE LIMIT, or: I NEVER HAD A DAD!

WTF!?!?!?!? Your dad is actually pretty decent, his disciplinary skills are fine, you're just not into this thing called: WORK. You should try it sometime.

AND: I would like to thank you alex for permanently embedding the image into my brain that you wear granny panties like a thong! No, that's painful and disgusting. Just label yourself hooker and buy a thong.
(MAN THAT WOULD BE EMBARRASSING!!!)

I left you all the drawings you have ever given me. It showed me you could actually give someone something nice, not just a bruise or a scar.
And the letter, You can have it, I'm more sorry than you are, I'm sorry Knew you, dated you... but i will let you know, you lay a finger on my friends and I will honest to god kill you. No hesitation.


I'm out...






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Sat Jun 27, 2009 @ 11:59pm


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