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The Feeling of School to Summer
As you look at the time to see when the bell rings the craziest strangest tingly feeling jolts through your body and makes you smile, you know summer is just a tick tock away. Your mind has a sudden flashback to all that's happened in one swift second. You don't see the memories, but you still feel it. you are strangely wishing the school year was longer, because you don't feel accomplished. like there's so much more to be done. Then, the bell rings and you feel like yelling and screaming, it's summer! chaos erupts around you, how can you not tell school just ended? Suddnely, you are hugging everyone around you, whether they are your best friends or just people you know. You see your best friends and want to make plans with them, but you just don't feel like talking. Everyone's crying and you can feel tears well up in your own eyes. but you don't care, for some reason, just you just don't want to let your warm tears slip down your cheeks. You end up hugging people so many times over and over and taking pictures with other people who aren't crying. Soon, everyone starts to leave, one by one it's hard to tell. But eventually, you are left standing there by yourself, with nobody to celebrate summer with. You feel another weird feeling pass through your body, to see how ironic it was to show how alone you might be over the summer. You close your eyes and let your mind drift into to summer mode, but it doesn't happen. when you open your eyes, you aren't sure to feel happy or sad. You take deep breaths and fake smile then walk away from the school slowly, wishing you were suddenly back in school. as your in the car, a strange thought hits you. what if you aren't just sad to see your friends go? what if it's also because you have a secret feeling deep inside. that when everyone comes back for the next year, everyone will be different. whether they changed in appearance or in personality, a huge change or a small one, everyone will be different. then, you finally let the tears fall. but you don't let them wash away the memories, well, maybe only the bad ones. <3
milesofmysmiles · Sat Jun 27, 2009 @ 10:06pm · 0 Comments |
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