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if only
just
i kant belive diz emo itz summer itz ben only 3 weeks scince i got out
n my life iz out of control (p.s. i love school ull know y)
i have had 5 boys n 1 chik tell me dat dey love me (im bi)
dey want to go out n i kant i have way overprocective parents
d worst part iz dat deez ppl dat claim dey love me r fwnds
who i dont even talk to (maybe just a `hi`)(p.s. im like d school loner im always alone n reading) wen im in school i hang out in d stairs or d library ppl dont bother me (well dey just stare stressed ) n i have etleast a little bit of liberty from my parents ok so hear iz another problem ppl think dat im a stuck up b***h who thinks iz too good for everybody datz y dey dont talk to me n some other ppl think dat im a toy who dey can use like dey want ( stupid fags) im a person not a beast well ill tell u dat im not im just shy but if u get to know me im really nice im like a teddybear ill make everybody around me happy dey all want to love me i bring comfort wen need it im a sholder u could always count on wen u need to cry im d ear dat u can cout on dat iz sure to b listening i have a mouth n a heart for giving advise n i have a brain dat will understand n d reason for shyness ? well i dont go out much more like i never go out y? u may ask well my bouney hunters (parents) are overprotective unsure ppl who tell me i kant go out of d house wen dey r not around which iz always wen dey c dat im bored to death dey say go out make some fwends (n dey r just saying dat cuz dey want to sound nice) u know wat go out to dem means ? it means go on d front porch n sit der (but i kind of enjoy it ) i have ben doig dat scince i was 5 worst part on my house iz dat itz located graveyard (by d way i dont mean dat literly) im just sayig dat cuz no 1 is outside itz like everbody iz dead ( i love graveyards) but i kant make fwnds in a place wer nobody comunicates speaking of comunications i am not aloud to use d phone itz a miracle dat i have access to a compuer with internet im also not aloud to watch TV for more dan 1 hourn it tottaly sucks dat i have only one contact with d outside world diz place iz a cave ( i ove caves cuz of der darkness)
comment if u want but if ur planing on laving a hate-comment dont even think about it i have alot of problems



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