Making amends and saying F@#$ you to the world!
So recently one of my good friends came out to me and we talked he had read my recent journal entry and he felt bad about it, making me feel bad about it in return. So i'm going to do something that i hardly ever do is to say sorry to all of my friends that hurt or have hurt in the past. Its my bad. I know it sounds like i'm a push over, so that why i'm saying F@#$ you to the world! I'm sick of people judgeing people on how they act even though i do, just because people do it to me... Like recently youtube took down one of my video. It was my Hellsing Raining blood one. I'm F$%^ing pissed off at youtube. But the reason why is because of copyright purposes! WTF ever, there is another video that has the same song, but gets to stay on thats FREAKING BS!!!!!!! Cause this isn't the first time they tried to do it to me! I also think its bull s**t that stuff like gay emo s**t stays on there too... GOD!!! But other then that the world is f@#$ed up and i'm starting to notice it more and more now...
I mean look at the goverment, what are the hiding from us... Like all the ******** A bombs that are everywhere. Like in one of the great lakes a Hydro bomb sits at the bottom of it. They have yet to find it! What else for the goverment... A s**t ton...
Peoples opinion... This is messed up i think we have the freedom of speech. So why is it we can't use certain words that if i was to stay on gaia i would get banned. See its stupid that we have to censor ourself just for the people that get offended. I think if i was to be called a nerd or geek i should get offended to make it right. AS we seen its not the same... We are told we should keep our opinions to ourselfs... whatever... Have anyone seen them guys or girls that you can't help but laugh at cause of the way they dressed! We all have, if they had friends and one of them was to come up and say 'Hey that outfit is very strange. you might want to change.' We wouldn't see that happening! Its just messed up i think how we are told to keep our opinions to ourselves and then we have the freedom of speech WTF!?!? scream
I think i pretty much hit the nail on the head with all of this.... Umm i hope ppl are liking what i'm reading so if you do thanks, if not GET THE F$%^ OUT!!!
