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im addicted 2 my phone and its driving me insannnnneee. i mean im nt addicted until i have a bf and right now i have a bf. i have texted him at least an hour everyday after school let out and i have been volunteering in a camp tht doesn't allow cell phones. everyday i race out to check my phone. ugh i think im gnna die without it. thts nt my only dilemma now tho. my new dilemma is tht my mom said i could bring my bf mitch campin w us if we stay together 4 a year. cough cough im kristen tho. kristen has never stayed 6 months with a guy. im definately gonna try tho. im tired, really tired of makin myself a nervous wreck for the last 3 dayz. i try 2 say something right then it comes out all wrong i hav said some pretty random stupid stuff and its been ticking me off like no other mother razz ugh helllllp me. i hav 2 txt mitch nd talk 2 him about it bt im nt gonna say the campin thing. its enough pressure 4 me i dnt want him 2 k about it at all. at least until we make 6 months which i hope we do if we dnt hes the breaker upper cuz i have no intentions this time. however i dont want my heart 2 break bt everyone knows it will be eventually and i wont even feel like doing anything. thanks 4 reading my rambling <3 kristen whos going thro some woman vs. herself conflicts