It was my Personal Apocalypse it was the inevitable that i thought i could avoid i felt helpless as he told me HE was with Her i told him i hoped they'd be happy and i broke open as he looked through my charade for the first time he could see the tears behind the smile the hurt behind the Best Wishes that didn't save anything because he picked her as fate had determined long ago i tried to melt away i tried to stay i tried to find my happiness in my memories but all i found was the pain i hid beneath them i couldn't bring my self to cry outloud but my tears fell and my insides hurt and he told me he loved me then he didn't talk again but when he did, he comforted me but here i am writing all the thoughts i had last night the night i died at 1AM
kazuka78 · Fri Jul 03, 2009 @ 01:58am · 0 Comments |