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well i feel really awkward right now!! idk i just feel like so different but so changed.. seems like everybody is changing and going on to different paths but we all forget who was really there for us all along and we let the ones we love slip out of our miserable fingers and we change how we are as a person too. I think the only reason why a person changes is because they have lost the people that made them stay the way they really are and not something else. Or we have drifted off to people who make us 'feel like we "belong" in situations we are constantly in' the human mind is such a mystery.. we all want some place to feel like we belong or some sort of animal like wolf pack to be apart of. Well i wish i had treated (blank) better because he deserved a better person then me and i sort of treated (blank) like crap sometimes and when i think back i realized that that person who was mad all the time was... was not me. It was like something possesed me and made me yell or be bossy I WILL CONTINUE LATER G2G