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me tired as hell. Hoping Carina doesnt call me back cause i dont wanna answer.....gah im thinking about logging on to myspace or meebo butnot sure i wanna talky talk to zack. Gah I'm feeling very anti-social right nowww. I miss alexx to but i know he wont be on until later and i am not even sure he will messege me then. I dont know where are realtionship is headed....i want it to last until i get to see him but i dont know if it will. I mean i like alexx alot i mean alot alot and he knows this. Its just upseting that i dont even get to talk to him on the phone or anything. I hate that, and I dont know what he is going to do when he finds out that im not going to lake worth high next year.....lol i am not looking at the computer tuper thingy anymore when i type. Cause im pimp like that! I am surpirsed kortney hasnt came out and took the computer form me yet. Its been her turn for liek everrr. Maybe she is just distracted.....well ttfn got to go earn my gold!