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it feels like it's only been a couple of days since last journal entry, it could be because I did post one but I don't think I did, oh well. Yes, it was a long time ago, I was making an inside joke that no one would get, it wasn't funny anyway.
Besides, September's coming so it is close to a year anniversary where I got way to many hits on a journal, it was something like 2000 people read it in the first month, anyway, I figured some thing would be different, you know like my journals not being so shitty that I delete them like a week later. nope only a couple did well, & I kept the wikipedia one so I could spam & the other one was made the 28 of last month so I haven't had time to get rid of it. Well I'm back at the point I was last year, & most of my life, except this time I think I put forth an effort to do it. I seem to enjoy making myself look stupid, as you can see from this horrid entry's name. Ah well, I think I'll be better off home schooled, I dunno if I will I hope I will but who knows? not me that's for certain. Gahh, I feel like saying I'm sorry, but I am not sorry, honestly, I don't think I'm sorry to anyone I haven't told I'm sorry to. I am how ever sorry to the english language, & anyone who hasta read this, I know it's long but reading is good for you.
And so, another crappy year of my un-recorded life goes by, I would have made it a pun but I thought against it, oh well. I tried eating apple seeds, not exactly deadly but they taste good so I say eat a ton of them. I haven't committed any crime of note, I've not made any connections with anyone that will last for more than maybe a year longer. So to thee I say I'm sorry. I have realised that no one is really feeling sorry for me, honestly I wish they were but they shouldn't be. I'm not exactly helpful unless you have done something to make me want to be. This should pass someone's time I dunno. I can't even do what I planned to on gaia, maybe if I finish this without deleting it I'll go do it.
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