I actually still don't know who I am.
I wish I did.
I wish i could be a really confident out-going person.
I wish some things never changed.
But that's life, I guess, things have to change, nothing stays the same forever.
I don't know what to do anymore. I feel lost.
I see the people around me, they are living (:
I dunno.
I know this doesn't make sense but I just want to write down my feelings. Just to get them off my chest.
Who can yooh talk to about stuff like this?
Yooh can't because it's gobble-de-goop. So yeah.
I guess I really want things the way they used to be. I feel I'm changing so much. I'm not sure if that's a good thing anymore.
I just want to go away for a bit. To the beach. That is where I am the most happiest. No really I am. That's where I really am me. I'm free. I can see far far far far out over the neverending sea. I feel like evrything is just right with the world.
I want him to come and hold me close. Whisper in my ear that he loves me. Tell me everything is going to be fine. I want him to smile. That smile that i fell in love with.
Be in his arms forever <33
A dream. Nothing more nothing less.
Reality is now. Here I am.
