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Katie and I had a huge discussion on love. I never truly realized how much she is hurting until last night. I know everyone has heartbreak and cry their heart out at least once in their life, but hers seems so much worse than the usually teenage heartbreak. My best friend is almost 20, and still loves someone that doesnt want her back. I know the guy personally and he is a jackass. Tosses her one note than the next, wants to be with her then the next 4 days doesnt even call. He doesnt deserve her, and I have been trying to show her that feature of the relationship. I wish her happiness, tons of it, more than she can handle, wake up every morning smiling, just like me. I try to hook her up with my friends, the nice ones, but she turns them away, and now I understand why, she doesnt want to be hurt. Which is truly understandable I was like that for awhile. I just wish things would get so much better for her. I hate seeing her hurt, she has seen me hurt so many times, she shouldnt be. I would give up all my happiness for her to be happy just for a day.


My other friends have came and gone...but even though her and I had a rocky start. We still tell each other everythinngg. Other friends are never there for me; more concerned with their own lives, but Katie I put my romance last, and her problems first.

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