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sad It hurts so bad to know that someone you love more then life itself is letting their future with you and their child slip right through their fingers and they do not even care because of a stupid worthless addiction. I am having such a hard time right now, and my husband does not even understand how I am feeling. As long as he is doing his addiction he is pushing his son and wife away every time he does it, and it hurts me to see him do it and not even care about doing it. I do not want to lose my husband I love him with all my heart. But everyday he is getting farther and farther away...