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As I sit in my corner looking out the window.......looking at the rain falling from the sky.I heard a gun shot. I stood up and walked out of my room. Wonder about suerching and sureching for where the shot came from. I relised it came from your room. I ran and ran acrose the house it seemd to never end, I finly came to the hallway your room at the very end. Runing for it, the hallway geting longer and longer, tears fill my eyes the last word I said to you was, "I wish I never seen you." I didnt mean it and as I cry still runing for you I get to your door. I try and try to open your door but it wount move. I scream, " NO! NO! NO!" Tears run down my face, I hear your voice,"Lilith?...........you do love me after all........" I hear you trying to open the door but it wount move,and then I hear you fall to the floor. "NO! DONT DIE!" Finly the door swings open I run in, theres blood verywere. I see the gun coverd with your blood, then I see you laying on the floor. "NO!" I scream again, I run to you side. "No......no........Evey thing I said isn't true!......No........no........." I cry so much, you look at me with a weak smile on your face. "Lilith.......my sweet rose..........I would never hurt you..........I love you so much....... I want to spend my whole life with you........." at that you look away "NO! NO!! DONT DIE MY LOVE DONT--",and the last breath you took wint so fast. "die.................." Tears of pain and hurt fell down from my eyes.I see lighting and saw something red and white, I picked it up and looked at it and cryed even harder. It was I note soaked in your blood.I opend it and read the words you wrote in you nice neat hand writeing. There was also a rose next to it.

" My dear sweet Lilith,

I love you so and the words you said hurt so bad so I thoght you would like form me to be goen forever....So I did what I had to do. I love you Lilith. Rember me always.

~Your love,

Jack"

A week after your funeral I looked in your room,blood stains everywhere, I saw a black little box on your night stand. I opend it up and started to cry again. It was a wedding ring enscribed on the band was Lilith and Jack forever.I put it on and cryed. " I whant to spend my whole life with you." Ringed in my head.

Now evry time I go to your grave I leave a red rose and sing this song,

"This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass
This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last endeavor
To find the missing lifeline
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
My flower
Withered between
The pages two and three
The once and forever bloom gone with my sins
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help
Touch me with your love
And reveal to me my true name
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name for evermore
Nemo sailing home
Nemo letting go
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
All I wish is to dream again
My loving heart
Lost in the dark
For hope I'd give my everything
Oh how I wish
For soothing rain
Oh how I wish to dream again
Once and for all
And all for once
Nemo my name for evermore
Nemo my name for evermore..."

Ween I am at home I sit in my corner looking out the window.......looking at the rain falling from the sky. Piter Pater Piter Pater as the time goes slwoly by and I cry........ I heard you say to me "Dont cry my Sad little rose you will be with me shortly."

With that I took you gun and shot myslef.Blood splaterd the wall as fell to the floor. " Romeo and Juliet for evermore........."

Special thanks To

Edger Allen poe (my Idol!)

and the song I use Is Nightwish-Nemo (I do NOT own!)

Thnx for reading!!!=) By: Bonnie-kate Stiles A.K.A Gir and Star