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who am i? who are my friends, really? is devin my best friend anymore, or a ghost i can't let go? he'll never really come home. do i want him to, or am i wasting my time waiting? why do i care so much when he doesn't care at all? am i an idiot? am i not worth anything? is my heart stuck in january? why did you leave us, why? do you know how it hurts? why
why
why does it hurt so much?
will it ever stop?