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why does it always seem that its my life keeps having to fall apart. why is it that i have to go though so much suffering. why cant i ever be happy. why is it that i have to change to be happy. can i be happy with who i am. NO!!!!!!!! i have to suffer. my life has to crumble at my feet. everythign i love and charish have to walk out on me. why wont the sun shinne on me so i cna be happy.what will it take for me to live a happy life. how much more pain will i go though. how much more suffering will I endure. how much more can i take before i snap and break. WHY ARENT THERE ANY ANSWERS FOR ME.