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i dont think you can handle this s**t
my poetry. if you like it, thats great. if you don't, well, everyone has their opinions
Emo Story #11
so your at some random guys party. your friends dragged you here. everyones been drinking besides you. you dont drink.everyoen calls you a goody goody but you dont care. your trying to find a room to have something close to quiet. as yur walking down a crowded hall a door opens and your pulled in. the next thing yuo know your hands are pinned above your head and someone is kissing you. you try to scream but are not successful with lips against yours.
"oh im sorry i thought you saw me.i didnt mean to scare you"
"jesus man! ofcourse you scared me! i got pulled into a closet and was being kissed!"
"im sorry but ive been watching you all night and i just want you"
"well you cant have me"
"im sorry again but i think im in love with you"
you look at him and notice hes really cute.
"you havent been drinking?"
"no im the host Aquarus and i dont drink anyways"
"its your party? nice and im ____"
he scooted closer to you trying to be sly but it wasnt working
you guys sat in there talking till the party was over. he didnt feel bad about it eaither considering he was being a bad host. when you looked at your phone to see the time it was 4 am.
"i need to go home"
"you cant stay here with me?"
"i guess i can but if you try anything your dead"
"ok fair enough"
you guys went to bed and halfway through the night you noticed he was sneaking into bed with you. he slipped in with you and pulled you up next to him. you layed you head on his chest and fell back asleep in his arms. when you woke up he was playing with your hair.
"good morning love"
"morning mister sly wannabe"
"haha nice wanna go out with me please?"
"sure i guess i trust you now that you didnt do anything lastnight."
"i love you bsby but i need to tell you something. im going to die in 1 year. the doctors told me and im glad i found you"
he kissed you and wipped away the tear that fell down your cheek.
"i want to marry you Aquarius"
"then lets do it"
your mom and dad didnt care and was happy for you
you guys got married and on your honeymoon you got pregnant.
"baby we are goin to have a baby"
"YESSSS!"
he kissed you stomach and danced around the hotel room.
as time started getting closer to your due date Aquarius started getting paler and weaker.

three days before your due date you went into labor. you guys rushed to the hospital and you had little guy. yes it was a boy. he had jet black hair just like his dad and blueeyes. he was going to be a looker just like him.
Aquarius held him and kissed him on the head and gave him back to you and sat down in a chair and blacked out. you yelled for help and they tried as hard as they could but they couldnt revive him. when Aquarius flat lined your precious little baby boy Joseph started wailing crying. its like he knew.
you kissed Aquarius goodbye and left with your hysterical baby. then you sat down at home andheld your baby Joseph. out of nowhere he stopped crying and started giggling. it made you smile down at the cute little guy.

as soon as Jospeh could talk in full sentences he told you he saw daddys ghost all the time/.
you didnt believe him because he was only 6 years old but the older he got the more he insisted that he could see him. when he turned 16 and looked exactly like his dad he said
"dads here to say goodbye mom."
he started crying and you believed him because you could feel Aquarius like you could feel the wind. you felt sllight pressure against your lips and then "i love you" lke a whisper in the wind. you started crying and Joseph just held you the whole time.

you never fell in love again but loved Joseph with all your heart and watched him grow up to be exactly like his dad..... when you died you saw Aquarius waiting for you. you ran to him and he said...
"ive missed you my love"


the end





 
 
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