I hurt my hand to match my hurting heart. I don't remember the last time I balled my eyes out like that. Yes, I cried. ******** YOU if you're not ok with it.
I'm bleeding my ear drums to distract me from my bleeding soul. I am freezing, yet it's burning hot in here. The cold is coming from within.
I knew I had no reason to wake up today. I have so much to say and no way to coherently say any of it.
I could use someone to talk to. I'd much rather talk to you than anyone else.
Why are you so amazing? This would be so much easier if you weren't so perfect. From your inner beauty to your outer beauty and everything in between. I will not promise that I'll love you forever, but I promise to miss you forever.
I'm back to normal now... there's no point to anything again.
 niatsu · Sun Jul 26, 2009 @ 02:22am · 1 Comments |
