It's down pouring right now and I think today it's because of me.
My voice is sore. I wish my heart would stop beating so hard and I stopped shaking.
I've been able to calm myself and the only way I was able able to achieve this is with a lie. The most beautiful lie there could ever be, that one day me and you will be together. It is the reason why I'll continue to decline women, but it is also the reason why I'll keep going. There is no other way, for me at least. I couldn't bear being with someone knowing that they would only be second best to you. Nor do I wish to kill this beautiful love for you. I'll just dream this life away. Dream of our fingertips touching, eyes gazing into one another's, bodies rubbing, lips locking...
It's raining right now, and it's because of me.
 niatsu · Sun Jul 26, 2009 @ 03:49am · 2 Comments |
