it's almost a waste of time to find the words sometimes they rhyme but they don't always work i could say a million things in verse and only make things worse
there isn't a word to stop these tears nothing that could catch them and it's my own follish wish that they'd land in your hand and stream through your fingers like my blood
but i can see i'm wasting away in the shadow of your silence wishing to take away the pain in my chest from the little muscle that seems to control that YOU seem to control
wishing i could explain these tears wishing you'd say something wishing i'd said nothing
you've made my heart soft my thorns turn inward, only wounding myself my defenses turn fake and fail there isn't words enough for this sow hy am i trying to find them still?
because i want you still. because i want to be weak for you. because i want to be strong with you.
because my breathe reeks of sad music whose lyrics i whisper with every breath to alleviate my own sorrow it's like i'm drunk, on everyone elses pain.
even the fantasies.
kazuka78 · Fri Jul 31, 2009 @ 03:08am · 0 Comments |