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well, I am sitting here in the science library trying to study for my final, but you know what I am doing! nothing! and playing here on gaia!
On another note, I tried talking to Atem last night, but of course he is still giving me dirty looks. It all started about a month ago when we made love. Ever since that night he has been mad. I don't know why cause he is the one who started it. It's not like I made him do it or anything.......... crying
I wish there was some way he could tell me how he feels. Maybe he isn't mad. Maybe he feels inadequate since he really can't do anything. I guess I can understand that............
I posed a question to someone about how he might feel after being trapped for 3 thousand years in solitude. How might he feel towards love and sex, etc......
The response I got got from him was, maybe he doesn't have those feelings anymore. He is a spirit and spirits ,lacking a physical body, may no longer have any 'flesh' drivin desires.
Now, this all made sense to me. Especially the way he acts, it makes perfect sense. I just wish that there was a way that he could tell me.
Some way to let me know that this is his problem, or just the fact that he hates me. What ever it may be, I wish I knew...........