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Behind My Hazel eyes there is a girl with a story to tell.
A story of her life and how it seemingly affects her day by day.
This girl had a life of following Christ daily but one day that seemed to change
A turn down the wrong path was where she was heading.
And her heart got turned into darkness each and every day for choosing the wrong way
She couldn't find her way back to God and she cried for his help daily.
But seemingly she had a problem with an addiction that trapped her.
She had to find a way to get out of this addiction so she prayed for his help.
He was always near her even when she felt like she was losing all hope. Then she realized that there was only one way out of her sinful addiction.
The hands of God were holding her when she Gave it up to him that one night.
Asking to be a pure hearted person again so that way she could live for him once more.
God Helped her through her addiction and her life.
Some say that they dont really know her anymore but I know better.
I'm trying to get better each and every day with all my addictions i have and all the problems i have to face.
Purity is hard to keep especially at my age. The Devil tries to battle me and he has won before.
Each and every day my life is a Battle Ground for where the enemy lies waiting till I slip up. Then thats when He attacks me and drags me too my knees.
I beg for Help and people do usually come that is how i know there is a God.
He uses my friends and sometimes random people i don't know in my life to help me land back on my feet.
I owe it to GOD,several of my friends, and my family smile
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