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heart Manage me, i'm a mess
Turn a page, i'm a book
Half-unread
I wanna be laughed at, laughed with just because
I wanna feel weightless, and that should be enough.


But i'm stuck in this ******** rut
Waiting on a secondhand pick-me-up
And i'm over
Getting older

If i could just find the time
Then i would never let another day go by
I'm over
Getting old

And maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And i'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as i go nowhere
And this is my reaction to everything i fear
'cause i've been going crazy i don't wanna waste another minute here.

Make believe that i impress
That every word by design turns a head
I wanna feel reckless
Wanna live it up just because (just because)
I wanna feel weightless 'cause that would be enough

If i could just find the time
Then i would never let another day go by
I'm over
Getting old

And maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And i'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as i go nowhere
And this is my reaction to everything i fear
'cause i've been going crazy i don't wanna waste another minute here.

This could be all i've waited for (i've waited; i've waited for)
And this could be everything; i don't wanna dream anymore

Maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And i've been going crazy
I'm stuck in here

And maybe it's not my weekend
But it's gonna be my year
And i'm so sick of watching while the minutes pass as i go nowhere
And this is my reaction to everything i fear
'cause i've been going crazy i don't wanna waste another minute here. heart