i am more than anyone will ever see.
i show more of myself when i am alone, than when i am near people.
even though i try not to, i seem to manage to hurt someone every day, and i take it out on myself.
not many people will ever know the secrets i hide,
or the things that goes on in my mind.
all i try to do is smile,
and no one sees through it.
i want at least some people to hate me,
because too many people love me for who i might not be.
people ask if i'm okay...
but they always shrug it off when i say that i'm alright.
only a few people see through it all.
i'm falling apart,
because everyone else is.
gomen nasai, for being stupid.
all i ever wanted,
has left me standing here...
alone.
i lost everything one day,
and it broke my heart.
i'm still trying to pick up all the shards of it.
i still can't find one shard,
and that's my purose in life.
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i want to be left alone, so pfft you.
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