i sat there...looking anxious.... he had been crying that night... he had been pleading to get through to me... today, i'd find out why...
he tells me she thinks she going to have his kid i hold my breathe and say you haven't...done that...with her...have you? I imagine that, he looks up at me...his tears streaming now as he says i...i might have...
i clench my jaw and fists i look down, i hide my face behind my hair my tears slip out, but i have to hide them lest others should see them leaking
i whisper his name he apologizes and says he shouldn't have i tell him its his life he can do whatever i'm tryign to be detached as this eats away at my insides
he's so guilty so hurt he says my emotions must be scrambled i tell him not worry about that
because in the end, even i don't worry about it till later right now, i comfort him...
kazuka78 · Sun Aug 23, 2009 @ 02:15am · 0 Comments |