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sooooooooooo...things happened last night...umm...yea...watever...
ummm im learning how to drive...lol my moms teaching me and since shes scared of me driving we going from 5 miles to 10 miles. and next lesson is at 15...oh well..lol soon it will be 25 and that means streets here i come!!!( hahaha shes teaching me in a empty parking lot..)
ummm schools gonna start soon, ima join alot of clubs, a sport or two, and on wends. ima go switch my elective most likely to acting...umm i still have to think about it....but i have to think soon...
ummm....i miss my friends soooooooooooo much....i miss nessy, vic, mah lil bro, my sissy, and ummmm.....eduardo? lol jk i miss ALLLLL MY FRIENDS...hahaha...
ummm happy but nervous about school starting..happy cuz ima finally see all my friends...nervous cuz i have to meet new peoplez again....bah... xp
oh and guess what lol...i found out i have another fear now...lol meeting peoples lol...why you may ask??? i think cuz i have trust issues, and fear that i will be rejected, or hurt later on..... and how do i know i do???cuz i had to meet lots of new peoples today...i got really sweaty, and nervous, and i got a HUGE headache...and i was fine before soooo..yup.
ummmmmmm.....i got new cds from the library ima see what songs they have and if i like ima put them in my ipod...yes my ipod..for those who read and know i got my ipod stolen, well my dad bought a really cheap one for me...its something..i miss mine of course tho....
ummm ooh!!! update for anyone who cares...i got my new haircut in mind already lol...ima let it grow reaaaaally long, like maybe to my waist...and ima cut it to make it look like a v in the back so my curls (yes curls i will explain later lol) look prettier according to my mom...and im curling only the ends soooo its gonna be straight till the end....and ima straighten my long bangs, so basically my hair will be cut noo more!!! lol
ummmm....wooow i wrote alot....ummmm...yea i think thats it for now...lol