Can't sleep. What a surprise. If you didn't get it right away, there's a sarcastic undertone to it. I was laying on the floor just thinking. I think too much. I think therefore I am. I will think my whole life away, just thinking about things and never finishing a thought because I never finish anything.
There are a lot of deep seeded issues, and though you are supposed to forget about the past, these things affect me unconsciously. My head is a huge ******** with repressed memories. I need therapy because I can not go through my entire life like this. I always thought I needed therapy, but there has been a sense of urgency as I'm seeing the fine details that are broken that I have only been able to see recently due to an outside perspective. Self-awareness and a peace of mind is my goal.
It's funny how these snowflakes in my mind turned into avalanches.
 niatsu · Tue Aug 25, 2009 @ 09:04am · 0 Comments |
