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The Life and Times of Tim
What's going on in my life, what's going through my mind, and song lyrics at random to FYI on my mood.
A Game of Back and Forth.
Wyatt texted me today,
and told me the orders are in

And he and his mom fly to California
Saturday.

I feel like a part of me died when I read that message, honestly.

I only knew him for a day, but not seeing him drove me crazy.
I felt like I was going to scream from frustration after the first couple of days,
But every time I thought about him
all of my fears, worries, doubts..
Melted.
Instantly.

I can't explain it.
Maybe it's love,
Maybe it's just strong attraction.

Whatever it is I feel for him, I feel it strongly.


I don't know what I'm going to do, but to try to smile and tell him I'll miss him.

I told him today that I'd keep texting him, and that he should keep calling me, but..
I think I'm going to delete his number and block him. :/
It kills me to think that I may never see him again..

But, I do know that I can if I want to.
I just have to keep in contact, like I did with Josie and Rhamah, but..

I can't bear to imagine him with someone else.
I mean, I can barely picture myself with anyone else, let alone for him. :/

I just hope the wish I made for him during the Meteor Shower comes true.
<3






User Comments: [1]
Blue_Mage_Jaio
Community Member





Wed Sep 02, 2009 @ 12:28am


I hate to be a nag...
But, don't delete and block the number.
It's like you said a coupla entries ago:
"Distance shouldn't matter."
Right?

Anyway, if you ever wanna talk or just wanna have a friend around...
You know where to find me.

I'll be thinking of you.


User Comments: [1]
 
 
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