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days of my lifes
My Poems
Missing That Feeling


The longing for the warm embrace while i lay cold
Missing the feeling of lips on mine, passion untold
I'm falling now, yet I want to fly
My fire burning cold, I'm too weak to try
Waiting for so long for those ams to hold me tight
and to embrace a lover, all through the night
Wishing for a lady with wisdom and heart
just waiting for someone to play that part
To approach me honestly, so I dont have to work
too weak too fight, to god damned hurt
just needing that feeling of lucidity and bliss
those nights all alone, clenching my fists
Stay strong star lover, I hold back my fears
the ice inside me turns pain into fears
Watching all these pairs, I feel so alone
That girl i met tonight wont even pick up the phone
An embarrasment to humanity is how i feel
as i fall into a nightmare, all to real



That spirit

You have shown me something i admire
faith. love, spirit, from you i aspire
Your amazing grace is like a choir
astonishing faith, your love has inspired

You have Inspired my heart when i needed it most
I am endebted to you, my heart is your post
to help you hold yourself up ill carry you if i must
you wont loose me, in that you can trust

My trust and respect for you has never shatters
and your love has left me breathlessly flattered
you have shown me sonething new and im amazed
and i couldnt think of life without your intoxicating gaze

Woah

Things i cant discribe, feelings inside
fear of the unknown, as my heart swells with pride
indiscribable beauty with a soul of silver
im so afraid of you, yet your heart i want to pilfer

Peices of me falling to the side
i cant seem to speak even though i try
my dreams dont even seem to discribe
heaven above must've brought you to life

and even though im afraid to admit
i want to tell you i want to commit
i see you heart and im scared
even if i tried i couldnt compare

life seems fuzzy, but then again
your eyes focus on mine, im pinned
in my mind the seeds i sow
it cant be, it must be foux

if i ever tried id be ashamed
its my hear i need to tame
freindship from you is plenty enough
setting emotions aside is always tough

alone (algorithem experament)

healing the hipocracy hidden in my heart
sparking some secret known from the start
contradiction cut, cauterising in a cast
a tourquinet on the tear, my only task

gravity

Gravity, a feared foe of the ages
many have tried, none has rised
it may seem to tie us down
but alas my love, you take my feet from the ground
you have me soar above the trees like a kite
uncontrolled but for the strings that hold me tight
a free spirit, waving in the wind
and i fall as you walk away, gravity my friend
seeking again that feeling, i found her
and once again above the clouds
but for just one moment! i cry aloud
never to fly again is my fear
love is my wings and i have none dear
my friends hold me high, but none like you
with each passing day my heart goes astrew
why must i be tormented by each passing pair
whilst i dream of the woman with flowing hair
the things i want are not a burden
emotion, understanding, and above all a heart
but each passing day opens my scar
as my tears cauterise the wond shoddily
as my blood searches for the cure modestly
yet as i lie here oh so cold
i want to reach out for someone to hold
grasping at air with each gasping breath
each second without leaves me closer to death

(prose) my ship my love

I am your anchor over stormy seas. you're the vessel that carries me over the tribulations at night when its darkest. my sweet ship, i shall hold you tight and stable as the waves crash around you. and you shall take me places that are inspiring and beautiful.






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kitty_gurl6
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commentCommented on: Sat Sep 12, 2009 @ 09:15pm
aww thats really sweet ^_^ i love them all *gives you a flower*


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