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ima write some feelings in here...plz dont ask about them...:
lately i have felt distant with someone...i feel like im annoying them as i try to stay close with them..i dont want that...sometimes i have a feeling of just asking should i just leave you alone....but ehhh...
my head has been hurting ALOT and i wonder if maybe something is wrong with me? or is it just stress?
im worried and sorta scared of my family's future... but i know what will happen is for the best....
i feel stupid in that class....so many get what is happening and me i have to ask about the "simple" things...
i took some personality tests, and their results were different...usually i get " ur happy and smart...etc." but these tests i took...they said i need psychology help? that im happy on the outside but really sad in the inside? that i have fears only adults should have? and i have gone through things people would rather not hear....that i annoy those who are close to me and that the people around me are gonna get tired of me and leave me....
last one i took was if i was moody, it said i was but because of the things i go through....but that i should stop showing my feelings to others or they will end up bothered....
i know these are just tests and quiz but damn....they got to me...and somewhat made me sorta.....i dunno.....

only good thing today is that today is v and mines 7th month anniversary smile heart