As the days go by, my days have grown with sadness.
i try and think on the bright side of things. trying so hard to find happyness.
but its slowly dissapearing by my wallowing sadness.
I try and look towards friends for compassion and strength.
But they all walk away from me, like im a shadow of their past.
Its depressing seeing my own friends not even talk to me.
By all this, i sleep more and dont want to eat.
I cry alot more, wishing for the things i had.
It doesnt help though.
to know that people dont care about you anymore.
that you are always set aside.
to see friends come and go. and watch those who leave, sends pain to your heart.
Leaves scars that can be visible at times.
Maybe in some days the pain will stop.
I will see a beautiful day, where im not forgotten or lost from others.
To soon see shining rays of light.
Helping me lead my way to my happy place.
I wish to see that.
To have friends by my side.
Hugging and laughing on all the good times we had.
And even the bad ones as well.
I hold on tightly as i wait for this horrible ride to stop.
To get greeted with happy faces and embracing hugs.
Murrasaurous Community Member 
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