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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
Smile like you mean it
Not a horrible day, for a Monday.

Read The Final Warning throughout school hours. In Pre-Calc, I told Sautter that I understood everything and so he let me read instead of homework. LOVE that guy. heart

(P.S. I didn't lie. I actually DO know how to do it.)

So now Mallori's ******** her knee. Shelby talked to Jaymee while she was passing the Commons (my study hall) like I wasn't there. I had to practically SCREAM to get her to look at me and tell me what was going on.

And sorry, Randi, I know you're trying to give this a good spin for me. But it's not going to work, because 1) I didn't earn it, and 2) there is no ******** way in hell Sam is EVER going to let me in goal. Everyone's talking about who's going to be next in goal like I'm not even there because I'm NOT. NO ONE even bothers to CONSIDER me. Because I suck.

I keep wondering if staying silent through these constant insults is going to scar me in the long run..

Anyway, it turned up after, because I found Prez in the senior locker area and chatted. After I explained Hogart, he wanted to see how I fired him up. So I pedaled like a maniac and throttled the clutch and ZOOOMED! off into the sunset.

Haha.

And also, a wangster freshman + posse complimented my helmet. Booya.






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ChristeneDaae
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commentCommented on: Tue Sep 29, 2009 @ 02:18am
I believe you're the only one insulting you.


So I just read through your last 6 or so entries.

All are about how horrible your day is or how bad you are at soccer.
I don't know what to say or do about it, mostly becuase I believe that's up to you.
But i'm just putting that out there.


commentCommented on: Tue Sep 29, 2009 @ 02:48pm
I adore what you have done to your avi.

Stop being such a pessimistic Capricorn, you sound just like Nathan, I adore you both far too much to listen to how much you both hate yourselves. Now kick it in the d**k and laugh at it's pain.



Dexaa
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Weaselletta
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commentCommented on: Tue Sep 29, 2009 @ 11:26pm
Wow, Jordan. Well said.

Everyone goes through suck times, and I'm not telling you to suck it up and stop crying about it. Sometimes there's just not anything you can do about it. But there's a good in everything, so focus on the Mr. Prezident parts more than the soccer parts.


commentCommented on: Wed Sep 30, 2009 @ 01:03am
>_>



bushy_haired_freak
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Weaselletta
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commentCommented on: Wed Sep 30, 2009 @ 01:23am
Yeah, I know, I wouldn't want cliche advice either. That's why you should stick with what Jordan said.


commentCommented on: Wed Sep 30, 2009 @ 04:04am
win.



Dexaa
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