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i dont know what to do... none of my friends go on anymore so they think im all happy but im not im stuck in my corner of sadness and loneliness but nobody knows... i try so hard to not act the way i am but over the years it gets harder and harder... i act different around each person, it gets hard... im afraid of being judged and i dont know what to do now... im tired of it but it's harder to do then say... is anybody going to read this? well? if you do you could leave a comment... if you want... i'd let me know someone is reading.