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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
Why is my reflection someone I don't know?
I sat in the MTA bleachers and read as my madre walked the track. Sitting at the abandoned human dwelling was actually a lot more cooler than it sounds. But maybe only I can enjoy that kind of nostalgia? I don't know. There wasn't anyone there to ask, obviously.

After shopping and stuff, mum forgot celery so I went to Hannafords on Hogart and got some.

Found out my dad's thinking of buying my aunt's Camry off her for me. Which would mean my mother gets a new car, my dad will take the stationwagon, Jenny takes the dumpy blue Camry, and I get Audrey's car. But it's only in the early stages of talking, so I'm not expecting anything. I don't really need it yet anyway. But if we do get it it's a young car, so I'll be able to use it in college.

Listening to the Hercules, Mulan, and Winnie the Pooh soundtracks. I love Disney.

Look at me
I will never pass for a perfect bride
Or a perfect daughter.
Can it be
I'm not meant to play this part?
Now I see
That if I were truly to be myself,
I would break my family's heart.

Who is that girl I see
Staring straight
Back at me?
Why is my reflection someone
I don't know?
Somehow I cannot hide
Who I am
Though I've tried.
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?






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Weaselletta
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commentCommented on: Mon Oct 05, 2009 @ 02:32am
Hannaford's in Brunswick is hiring. My mom made me pick up an app for me&dennis, but the lady gave me three. If you're still interested in the bagger-biz. Or are you going to apply at Borders?


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