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...staring down the road, wondering if she'll come back.

This time I don't know.

Because after she packed she looked back, and there were no tears in her eyes.

That's got me worried and thinking maybe she's gotten good at 'good bye.'

All the other times before she would break down and cry.

She'd make her threats, but her heart really wasn't set on goodbye.

She just wanted me to hear what she had to say.

she just got all her things and threw them into a pile.

Then she loaded her car and said, "After a while."

She's done this before, but this time she didn't cry.

That's why I'm sitting on the front steps and staring down the road, wondering if she'll come back, but this time I don't know.
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Why she left? I don't really know.

I love her so much i just wish that she'd known

but now instead im here all alone

sitting here waiting for the cab to turn

but in heart I know it won't

What did i do wrong do lose your love

i gave you my all to the nines and above

I just can't belive your gone

That your not coming back


It's like a slap across the face

one day your here the next im lost

in emotion and trials that never will be gone

im gonna be wreck of that im sure

but please dont be sad on my behalf

im sure ill be fine

as long as all your days your having a good time

and i'll be here spending mine

watching at a distance

wishing i was there

to hold your head on my shoulder and stroke my hand through your hair

to be your best friend and your love too

but illl i want is the best for you

so leave if thats waht have landed on

ill be fine, might take some time

bu in the end its all a fad

cause all i have to say is "I love"

always will without fail

through the summer heat and winter hail

I'm here right beside you to listen

to hear and help you all i can

Thats why im sitting here on the step, starring down the road

I turn and stand but its so hard to walk

like the door's a mile away and i just can't move

im suck in this place like a never ending gruve

like a rope or a trap holding me back

I wish it would end

I finally get inside i lay on my own

can't get it off my mind

it's like a scar that will never leave

Days go by im here all alone

and still you haven't come home

I'm scared i can't take it for long

I'm listening but im reminded of you by every song

hours pass i decide its over

yet im still here

waiting on you to come back

thers no time that i wouldn't wait

I wish you only knew

we could have started out new

a fresh start and a new begining

I turn to the door

drop the picture to the floor

the glass shaters like my heart

i realize its over

and i give in

you win

take me as you find me

everything thats happened can only make me stronger

and yet i'm weak

weeks pass and now i think of the past

and how now i fell like such an ***

It's over now and the past is passed

I meet her again she says she's sorry

I say "Save your story"

"I know your sorry but im over it"

"i love you always but now i know we wern't ment to be"

I know your over me

This is good bye

Go be happy with some other guy

I turn and walk away

I'll save my love for some other day