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So yeah, there are thing that can be really up setting. Like saying something to your other half, then having them get all depressed and everything. Today started out really good, just like yesterday. This be due to actully being awake during the day light hours. It's a nice feeling. The went on really good to. Good sleep, somewhat anyways, and being more active then usually. Played a new game and felt real good about. Then when my hubbie was getting ready for work, I told him that I want to be awake during the day for now. After that I broke down in tears and cried. crying That one sentince made my day go down hill, because it made him super sad and depressed. Just can't seem to win in this situtation.

I really need to get some sun light, my body doesn't want to be active at night anymore. Well I am not really that active night to beging with. I'm doing alot more and getting less depressed. But I now I feel bad because we both can't be happy. I mean really, we moved so there is no more stress of living with stupid people and under stupid rules that change every five minutes. Now I would just like to get not depressed and maybe try and lose a little weight. I want to not be the way I am right not. I guess it needs to be a work in progess. confused

Now because of this happening, every little thing is setting me off. Things like the internet being all stupid and working when it wants to. scream But I guess it can also be my computer, it's kinda being stupid too. I don't know why but it just doesn't like doing certain things and it's annoying. Why won't it just work right for once. crying I really need to find what's wrong with it. Another thing is my mouse, it's also being stupid. Clicking sometimes, not clicking other times, and double clicking on its own. Talk about annoying. It's either I have to click twice or it clicks twice in one press of the button. I hate it. stressed There are other things that are driving me nuts too, I'm just not going to go on about them. Hopefully they with pass after sleeping.

Why must stupid things happen all the damn time?