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Its been days since I last herd from Amber..about 5 days or even a week. I couldn't hrlp but go on to youtube and listen to her voice...her voice...so beautiful...I cry everytime I hear it now, wishing she would come back on and talk to me..I love her so much. Im starting to not even care about my other hobbies...reading..drawing..jokes..karate..everything. I use to think about Zergs, movies, and games, now all I can think of is Amber. My friends try to calm me down, telling me that shes alright, shes probably at the hospital, being with her friends, being cared for...but I can't be sure..I can never be sure, not until I hear the actual proof, until then...my nerve shall continue to grow..who knows, maybe I'll snap into two and be killed by something or run wild in the forests. I just want Amber back...I don't care about the thing in her anymore, I just want to be with her...probably by the end of this diary thing, I might end up dead in a hospital or insane..hm..itsa possibility heart