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I hate this....I'm so ******** sad! I'm crying....yet again.
I can't help this. I'm insane...I have so much saved up inside me just waiting to blow up.
Anger, and sadness, I'm so pissed at the world.
Why do the sweetest people end up so screwed? With sickness,
Abuse, assholes who make things worse when your life already sucks.
It's not just not fair.
People die, and yet those people who killed them are free men.
People who have sicknesses, aren't rewarded for being so strong.

of course I'm scared, who wouldn't be? But I hide it to the best I can.
I can't show those people I'm scared because if I do they'll end up making me feel like crap with there "I'm so sorrys" And bullshit.
Maybe there's a reason why all the good people always get shut down.
But for now we'll live with it.

I'll be strong,
I'll be myself and keep loving the people I love.
Cause all I have are the people I love.
Weather they like or not that I love them.
I may have bad thought time to time. But I would never do it.
Because if i did, I'd lose the most important love of my life.
I couldn't deal with the fact I would hurt him...I belong in a padded room xD