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as I begin to think about it..its not so bad actually, though im stll enraged that..some of it is Ambers and the persons fault..hm..it doesnt matter..I will dispose of him when I get there..assimilate him and the pack together, no more war!..hmm..or I shall kill him and rule in their pack with an Iron fist..anyway, it makes no matter, their will be no more war, and I'll be with Amber forever..but now I must focus..the child...ugghh....the child is not my problem, its the hazards it brings with it! only the wise see through their love as a p***k of uneasyness..we don't have money...we don't have a house..how in the bloody hell do we raise it?! in the streets?! thats barbaric! thats idiotic! I rather have it in fosters so it can live in a great-society of people! to live as something great!...ugh...this I will have to talk to my sweet Amber..perhaps she has found some loophole in this blasted trap of all newborns.. heart