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It doesn't make sense, I thought i was over it...but apparently not, every dream, every thought i've had is about her for the past month or two, i miss her so Effin much, i cant word how i feel right now, everything seems to come up waay to short of what i actually mean...the simplest way to put it is that i haven't moved on...deep down in my heart, past the facade and stitches...i truly love you, although it's too late, and if you actually do read any of my journal entries your probably tired of it and thinking to yourself "God Damn why doesnt he just shut up about it already!" in my defense i had to get this out, so you know where i stand. now for some cheesy song lyrics! and a link to a video that goes to them that clearly has the lyrics in it but god damn i wrote the part i liked most! so blah!!




"But you infest my sleep, and your figure creeps through my walls and hums above my bed....I know your name, that your photogenic and tall, but i've never heard you talk...And there's something...about you...that stabs me right through...It isn't right for me to paint your picture every night...but i do ((i can't find sleep)) And it feels so wrong ((I breathe too deep)) To sing this song ((into the sky)) But maybe ((as i walk and sing)) You'll hear me ((you'll hear a song)) and Hum Along..."
~Ludo~ //Hum Along\
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=izTf_i13kXM