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I've started smoking. It's not like I have much of a choice. I have to do something to calm my nerves. So much has happened since my girlfriend was murdered. Just months ago, I would not have ever done drugs or anything of that sort. I rarely even drank even though I worked at a bar. But there's just something about it that makes me feel so much better. I don't recommend it though. It's very addictive. Kids: Don't smoke!