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<.< All Beware. Exam Week is MURDER. :O
I felt I should update since this is the first time I've been able to ACTUALLY get on Gaia in a while.
So, Since last update, lots have happened. The seniors in my study hall began their plots to steal iPod Videos from the Apple store (Chibi's recent events brought this up in my head). >.>; They're so going to get screwed, it's funny. D: I feel a bit sorry for Chibi's friend though. Kiwi and Chibi got so shaken up for this. It's said that a moment can change anything, yet the direction it goes is unpredictable.
Life's always pretty sucky IRL. >.> I get to school and crave a Pepsi until 2nd Period when I work up the ability to part with a dollar (Don't ask). 20 oz of Caffine later, I survive Health class with the Ghetto Club and Prep Squad, and then I'm off to lunch with my group of buddies. The rest of the day moves at a slow pace.
I've recently been unable to get on Gaia or much of anywhere. Last week, I managed to read about two-thirds of Frankenstien, do 12 chapter summaries, and a complete essay in 3 days flat... all while studying for exams and fighting off the usual tiredness. The computer was out of the question due to lack of time, because of the exam schedule and work. In school, we got to do the college way of things so once your exams were over, you didn't have to show up. During so, study halls were non-existant and so I had no computer.
:O Anou, no new art lately. I've been running dry on ideas lately. D:
I guess I really must apologize to Kiwi. I haven't spoke to her in a while. The one thing that stuck out in my mind was this:
Teh Quiouii HirunHikari I love you with every fiber of my being. You bought me gifts for christmas, and yet all I wanted was you. Throughout all of 2005, every time your name came up in my mail, my heart jumped for joy. I'd jump at the chance to see you in life, and sometimes, seeing you on Gaia makes it all the better.
Might you Marry Me Again? heart
~H.H. ...Hirun... your words fill me with such.. wow...
Though I'm not quite sure what brought this on, I can honestly, truthfully say that I can and will say the same of you. Your pixelated gifts of Christmas were sweet and kind gestures, but paled in comparison to the way my heart fluttered when I got to speak with you on AIM just a few days ago.
My day seemed worth getting through just to see an e-mail message or even a small blurb from you, because of how much your words mean to me.
I'd always been afraid to confide in someone such feelings of admiration and, dare I say it, love, but with you it came so easily, so naturally; and it's all been such fun! Though silly as it may seem, I find myself daydreaming about they day we may meet, and am stubborn to not let this dream die.
All in all, you've summed all of it up so much better than I have, but here the conclusion lies:
Yes, Hikari Hirundine, Hirun, Pierce; I would gladly marry you again, and again after that. heart
-_-; The whole reason this attacks me is because... well... That wasn't me at all.
Truth be told, Shoy was pissing me off and he ment to send a nasty letter in my name... but it turned out to be a placebo letter. (I use that term loosely.) Then Kiwi replied to it so... heartfelt... that I couldn't say anything. D: I felt if I rejected it, I'd look evil-ish.
Meh, on another note, time for Recent Recent Events Part 2. We've entered the final week for moving. Friday is closing, and then we're instantly allowed to move in. Sure, I'd love to move in and finally have my own computer, but I'll be losing so much. Casey moved away lately due to parent troubles and moved back, as well as I'll be losing all my current friends. It seems I've begun to fit in with the surface of goths quite well. Damn. That sounds so stupid. What I mean to say is I've got goth friends~ XD
So, I've got to pack this week. A lot. So this will be a last post for about maybe... *sigh* a couple weeks? I'll miss Kiwi on my birthday.
I'm gonna mail her.
-Hikari Hirundine
Hirun Hikari · Mon Jan 23, 2006 @ 05:31am · 0 Comments |
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