you just get so sick of running through the facts in your head,
picking them apart painfully,
going over them again and again,
analyzing, pondering, interpreting...
or trying to, anyway.
and the pain is so chronic, you could almost believe it's not there.
like a constant buzzing in your ear you learn to ignore --
relief for the moment, but it'll drive you crazy eventually.
the days when..
you wonder, what's the fastest, most painless, way to end it all?
thankfully...those are just some days.
today, is one of those days.
 kayjenno · Thu Nov 26, 2009 @ 12:28pm · 0 Comments |
