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:'D Things that make me happy!! ((updated 12/10/08 )) Happy things!! Oh So many good days are ahead of meh :]!!!


IIMummy QueerestII
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I can't get this dream out of my head. I must have had it at least six months ago. It was beautiful but it wasn't anything that worth remembering for six months. Okay, technically, I only remember two parts of the dream. The first was a tower like house. It kinda resembled a mailbox or it might have had a mailbox attachment to the house. Anyway, there was a mouse//rat//some type of rodent..err..'chocking the chicken' in a sock. Not in the usual way, he was laying inside the sock, using it as a bead spread. I have absolutely no idea why that was in my dream. The second part was the a possibly in the same tower//house and the rodent was. There was a room with deep red currants flowing from the walls to the ceiling and in the certain was a genderless, almost Godly, person. He//She didn't speak I didn't even see myself in the room with them which is odd sense I usually see my dreams though the eyes of another character. I remember waking up and being overwhelmed with emotion. I felt like I had just been kicked out of the place I'd been looking for my whole life. I cried later on in the day as I thought about it and still sometimes do. I tried to describe the gender less figure to my friends, my teacher, and my father. When none of them understood (('Cept for dad. He didn't understand what I saw but I think he understood how seeing him//her made me feel.)) it angered me. I still have no idea why.

Dream interpretations from Dream-dictionary:

Okay, first the weird wanking rat thing.

Rat:: To dream that you are dealing with bureaucracy, signifies a lack of emotions and personal contact in some aspect of your life. Perhaps your relationship has gotten too routine or that you are doing things by rote.
Seeing another individual masturbating:: To see others masturbating in your dreams, denotes your anxieties and concerns about your inhibitions. It may also be a reflection that something in your waking life is not as satisfying as it might be. Keep in mind that this dream may not necessarily represent sexual inhibitions or satisfaction, but may be analogous to some situation or relationship.
So, I have issues with the way I see myself but am too afraid to change it? That actually makes some sense. Thank God, I thought my dream was trying to tell me I was into rats masturbating! Ha!


Another strange dream happened on Dec. 31st. Thank God I'm actually typing this out will the memory is still fresh. The was a woman in my dream. Blond, average build, average features. She was married to an abuse husband and had a young son. The son's age is not constant though out my dream. I'm not sure what my relationship with her was. I'm guessing I was in love with her. She was hiding away from her husband. I remember going into her apartment. The only thing inside was a pull out bed//couch. I also see the son interacting with his father. His father shoots profanities, is violent, and an all over brute.
Mother::
To see a woman in your dream, represents nurturance, passivity, caring nature, and love. It refers to your own female aspects or may also represent your mother. Alternatively, it may indicate temptation and guilt.
Man ((Abusive husband//father)) ::
To see a man in your dream, denotes the masculine aspect of yourself - the side that is assertive, rational, aggressive, and/or competitive.
Young boy::
If you are female and dream that you see or are a boy, then it indicates that you are developing the masculine aspects of character. Alternatively, it may represent your feelings about a real-life boy who is important and significant to you. You may have a crush on this boy and your waking thoughts of him has carried over into the dream world. Your motherly instincts may be taking over.
Okay..This is a bit tough for me to understand. Am I running away from my masculine side that I am slowly starting to gain? Is my feminine side threatened?





 
 
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