Mood:Heart broken.
Song: Okay, I believe you, but my Tommy Gun don't - Brand New.
It's over
He ended it
All because I finally let everything I was holding back rush to the surface.
I've never known it was possible to cry so much in so little time.
I'm so confused, so lost and I really just don't know what to do.
I don't think anything makes sense.
I took a look at breakfast and cringed,
I don't want to eat.
Chemistry, AP Lit, Journalism, and Driver's Ed today.
My easy day.
I really hope I don't break down again.
I can already feel the tears welling up.
I don't get anything.
I truly am stupid.
He doesn't have enough time for an over dramatic girl that only fears she's going to lose her love to another girl;
Ironically, she lost him by voicing how she felt, by letting her anger fuel her.
I will never understand, I will never understand,
But one day, I'll pretend i can comprehend.
I'm not the least bit in school today.
I don't want to talk to anyone there.
I want to sit in my room and cry in my pillow until I can't cry anymore.
I'll never stop crying if I do that though.
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Missa Defunctorum
praise the lost souls, it'll set yours free
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