Its odd to me to think of how one moment in time can cast a dark shadow on a whole family.
When one man kills his wife, the whole family is affected. I was there, but i was a few months away from birth. Here i am 21 years old now and the shadow still hangs over us, causing some to be in fear of what might happen still.
Noone know how things will turn out. He might get out, or he might stay in and die eventually.
The majority of them are afraid of someone almost twice their age or more. Evil hides in us all in some way or another, whether you feel like it is or not, it lays there waiting for the most opportune moment to take control of you.
For my grandfather it took him over completley. Now 21...almost 22 years later the family doesnt want him out of prison afraid he might do something similar to someone else. He has bad eyes and now believe he is having heart problems.
In a way i dont feel the way the others do. Yes i never met my grandma (who people say was mad cool). But things would be a lot different if things didnt happen the way they did. Where would i be if things didnt happen like they did?
Who or what would i be?
Will this shadow ever be lifted from my family even after my gpa dies?
Only time will tell of what events will take place in the near and far future.
However i believe i am who i am because of him and what happened. And although my family may not agree with my thoughts...i fail to see how it would be the first time.
 xCasaNovax · Sun Dec 13, 2009 @ 05:57am · 0 Comments |
