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Looking back and then to now
i think of all the time we shared
and the things we have said
yet all i can think of is you and how you brake me
and now i cant stop thinking of all the pain.
i wish i could forget all of it but i know right now
its making me stronger...

all the times we have shared and all the things we have done
it all made me so happy back then
but i guess i was only fooling myself
because of the fact that you dont care
it seems im the only one
who feels like this...

even though i know you dont care for me as i do you
i cant help but feel like this because
my mind keeps tossing and turning these thoughts in my head
and i cant shake this feeling in my heart
because i love you
even though i know you dont love me the same...

i cant help it or myself because when
i with you i am just so happy
it makes feel like that i could just take flight
i cant help it because of this way you make me feel
but when you say that im just trying to bring you down
please know that i am not and im just trying to go on...

as i try to make you happy even when it hurts you know it hurts me even more
it shatters my heart to know that im the one
who causes you so many problems even when i try to make you feel better
and you say that im trying just to hurt you
know that im not try to because of the fact is that i love you
i only want you to be happy even though im not and im sorry





Nina-panda
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    wubba pianist
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    commentCommented on: Sun Mar 28, 2010 @ 03:57am
    I'm sorry, Haru-chan...


    commentCommented on: Sun Mar 28, 2010 @ 04:12am
    look here b***h, you really need to shut your ******** mouth,
    you fooled yourself the hole time,
    you've got some major issues.

    the fact that ur acting this is why!!!
    no one wants to communicate with you
    all u do is b***h n complain.
    and it pisses ppl off
    that ur lil "depressed" act
    is making alot of ppl think that
    "whats the point?"

    and the fact u keep talking
    about sam the way you
    do really PISSES ME OFF.
    shut ur ******** mouth,get a life
    AND DO EVERYONE A FAVOR AND
    GROW THE ******** UP

    no one to blame but urself!!!!
    sam cared about you
    BUT NEVER
    THE WAY U THOUGHT.
    get a clue, seriously
    its obsessed lil girl like urself
    that make me sick.
    YOUR THE ONE THAT RUNIED
    YOURS N SAM'S FRIENDSHIP
    not sam!!!!

    ur the one that pushed sam
    away and told sam to delete you
    not sam.


    SO b***h BACK THE ******** UP
    AND STOP TALKING s**t BOUT OTHERS.

    UNLESS YOU LIKE TO BE TREATED THE SAME
    WAY
    move on!!!!!



    OoXithyoO
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