Mood: Looost.
Song: Emotion - Breathe Electric
Give me my heart back.
It's a demand, not a question.
Why did it have to be you to take it?
I wonder if I have or had your's, somewhat.
It's really confusing - or rather, you're confusing.
I wish things could be so much easier.
I don't want to confide in anyone but Paige
and she doesn't know what to say because Connor is doing this to her.
I wonder if you're flirting with other girls to try to get over me.
I wonder who really gave up,
I wonder if we both did.
If we both surrendered, why can't we go back to before all this?
I feel like you lied to me about a lot of things;
Your secrecy is what drove us apart, ultimately.
At least, that's what I'll tell myself.
You don't need to be a mystery,
It's not like I'd fall out of love;
I love you, Erik.
And it ******** sucks.
But it only sucks because your kisses aren't for me,
Your devotion doesn't have to be for me.
You don't need me.
You don't want me.
Perhaps, even, you don't love me.
After all,
You fell out of love four months before you broke up with me,
Remember?
Jeez.
Just tear out the strings connected to me heart,
I want to be emotionless.
I can't handle this.
I wonder if Luis and I will ever actually 'date'
as he put it haha.
But I kind of don't think so.
I can't find myself being chosen over someone so close;
He has feelings for her, and I already knew that o:
I don't want to get in the way.
Honestly.
I can't take this kind of thing.
Love sucks, you know,
And I wish there wasn't such a thing.
Just ******** ******** ********
Get pregnant
Reproduce
Die.
Yes.
I wish I was a turkey,
So nobody would know who I am.
And nobody would love me,
And I'll drown in the rain
And I'll never regret it
Because I'll be too stupid to care.
Turkey.
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