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"I DONT CARE!!" my father says, as I plea to him of me being innocent. He enjoys the power..I can see it..yet he is just a mere puppet to my moms manipulation...they all point the fingers to me of something I havent done..and now I take the punishment...no laptop..no phone...none till I reach the peak of commanding my own life..18...in one month, a few weeks, and a few days..but whos counting right?..I am..I count every minute im not with my Amber...I shudder, I scream at night, at the horrors...I do not want to lose her..I dont want her to think I left her, or died..I wont..my heart pushes me to the very edge to fight on..I will try everything in my power to communicate to her in some way..I wont give up..I love her like the heat of a giant sun, its power great and beautiful! it will climb and climb until it will ignite for the universe to see!! its beauty! its power of love!! then if all who tries to destroy it will be suck into our black hole of doom, for nothing shall destroy it!...I love you Amber..with all my heart as I cry to sleep and cry silently where no one can see... heart