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there was love in my heart now its has gone from me. No longer can i honestly love because i have no vessel carry on the love. Dede is no longer mine, and ill never accept that. Ive let the others go but she will never go away. There was nobody else and she is now gone so there is no one else. Love just gained amnesia and no longer remembers me, and has left me in the caring hands of loneliness. Loneliness feared Dede and strayed away. Tried to creep up at the bad points but her will that she invested in me was strong. So strong that even in her absence i wasnt.... alone. Now she has taken her will and moved on. I remain and feel the wrath that the feeling of being alone has to offer. Im suffering and my voice is too light to be heard. The thought of being alone isnt something that beats you up on its own. Accepting it is just as if not more painful than being alone. It takes alot to say that loneliness is your best friend. When Lonely loves me more now than anyone else. I sleep with Lonely all the time. Lonely took a vacation when i lost it, but it came back and ive never felt that satisfying feeling again. But im just an average guy and yet when people try telling me im more than that, Lonely does something to push others away against my will and holds me hostage. Please someone save me... I wish it was Dede, no hesitation... but she has another obligation that wont wait on me. SO i am doomed to be with Lonely and only Lonely. The worst part is... I am Lonely
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