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I've never felt so lost and so empty
My heart is cold and my soul is gone.
All the words i said to hurt you I never meant.
I love you with everything I am and everything
I ever was.

But now you're gone and its all because of me
my words,my thoughts, my actions and you're
Gone forever, and I know I've been bruised and
Beaten by that small simple fact.

I love you and my soul is miserable without
You, my heart aches and my whole being
is shrouded in darkness without your light
It feels like everything's been ripped right
Out of me, and something's telling me
To forget this journey of life.

To never live without you again and to
Always keep you within my thoughts
as I slip away into the nothingness
That is death, its so bitter and cold
But if feels like this is the only other
Way, to escape the pain, to escape
the misery that is life without you.

I need you, here to comfort me
You need me to comfort you
I want to love you
You want to love me
But there's no room anymore
Inside your heart and I pushed
And pulled myself, when I knew
that now more then ever we needed
Each other at our weakest points.

The graveness of my foolishness
Has reached me at the pinnacle of
My pain and the sorrow burns deep
Deep deeply into my heart and I
Cannot feel anything else but.

Must I continue when I feel
There's no point in living?
There's no one for me to hold
There's no one for me to love
Anymore and I am dying the
Worst death, alone and
Brokenhearted, I'll close my
Eyes this one last time and
Pray to my angels that I
Never wake up, unless its
By your side.


Miserable in death as in life
So overtaken by that emotion
That I am now blinded and so
Lost without you, I can't stand
It, I need you so badly my
Limbs ache from desperation
And desire to hold you to
My heart forevermore.

But you're gone, i am gone.
There's nothing left of me
Without you, I am nothing
Hope never springs from me
And Love and Lust will never
Cross through my eyes again.
I am a cold lifeless shell

Love me back, take me back
I've never felt so useless then
I have now, I've never felt so
Dead inside then I have now
When all was thought to be
Well nothing was right all
Was in hell, and falling
Apart at the very seems
Of the fabric of our love.

Never again shall the two star
Struck lovers cross paths
Again, Wander will they both
Forevermore.